there will come a day when someone thinks about you for the last time. it will be then that you are truly dead.

by lonely carp

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released December 28, 2013

by cal donnelly aka lonely carp

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silly english boy likes to play the piano

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Track Name: ki[ss][ll] me
i left early
couldn't stand the party
i showed the smallest part of me

i don't ever want to know
how it feels to let you go

so kiss me/kill me
just be happy
kiss me/kill me
just be

it should be easy
Track Name: your shirt (ft. car seat headrest)
you left your shirt at my house

i don’t know when

i don’t really know how

how do these things ever happen,

they just do.

i cleaned my room, finally,

and there it was, under my bed

staring at me

and my parents told me

there are no monsters under your bed

well

except the ones

of your dark and unforgettable past.



you left your shirt at my house

and now it’s creeping closer to me

climbing up my bed

it’s on me now

and i’m in you

and you are all around me

I’m taking in every smell and every stain

stains you probably didn’t even notice

and now I realise

I’m at home here

with these stains you never noticed

I’ve become one of them

on a shirt

that you cared enough about

to leave lying around at somebody else’s house.

It’s funny because

every time this happens

I say, no

I’m not going to write another poem about you

this will be my last

and every single ‘you’ in my fucked up repertoire

is you.

and the worst part is

you never knew

you’ll never know

how could you?



You left your shirt at my house

you forgot all about it

I don’t know why

I don’t really know how

how do these things ever happen?

they just

do.
Track Name: edmund kemper, parlez-vous français?
i wanna touch your bleeding face
and know where you are
i wanna smell you
i wanna see you
in the boot of my car
i want to feel love
can i feel love
i don't know where you are
Track Name: hAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY
okay
i didn't say anything
how are you feeling
good
how are you
yeah im good
good
it's weird
whys that
it's quiet
whys quietness weird
don't question me
just saying why is it weird

*incomprehensible*
what
what
what did you say
you don't know?

d'you know what day it is?
saturday

yeah

why'd you forgot
yeah
Track Name: more minutes
wake up
it's time to go to school